Wednesday, March 2, 2011

selagi

this is just a statement;

selagi aku practical at Kenny's i shall have a very high tendency of wanting to express myself in a VERY desperate urge.... up to a level the expression doesn't even make sense- and yet i don't care cos i NEED to get out of this sick politics at work and non sociable life... i wannna find a way to get out of this restraining order posted at this big gigantic EMPTY cocoon of mine. My life no longer make any real sense up to a level I am only able to express myself in 1 way in a metaphorical way or maybe in an animated, imaginative and DRAMATIC way.....

i am wanting things i never need, i am chasing what i should not, but i still have my priorities sewed up at my back-i can never forget about them. But i want want WANT a new expressive,explosive, impulsive, rebel-ish life.... Arrrgggghhh... what is becoming of meeee????

if you're reading and you're confused i don't careee..... i just want to express myself oh-so desperately.... :((

i want to find a biiiiig field and roll around, jump around, laugh out loud, giggle, scream and cry.... because i have not been able to do all that all these while and all these emotions is bubbling up, waiting to burst.... and i don't want to restrain it, i wanna let it go..... pleassseeee......

i'm tired of keeping  almost everything to myselffff......

i wanna have an ice-cream fight, i wanna bite sumone cos he's sooo God damn adorable, i wanna stare myself in the mirror hoping the real me would come out.....

these words.... these are just words and i really really just wanted to let it out, so sorry if you seee this entry as unreasonable.....

but i need to go now, gotta go genting olso.... 34 days to go.... and i hope things would get back to normal.... bye people-even though no one actually readfs thses stuff... daaaaaaaaa.... muah muah.....


*Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.........!*

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