Tuesday, June 5, 2012
Everyday i wake up, with errands in my head, with things to be done believing once it is done- it will all get better. Thus I start doing it and try to help others with what I can along the way. Work and work, thinking and after thinking; at the end of the day I am drained mentally,physically and emotionally. I try my best to do everything, but it never seems enough to others. I sacrifice my life and interest for this business and yet I don't see why I'm doing this. I'm already 22 and I have no real people in my life and i cry in the showers. I used to believe smiling will help me to get things better but its getting harder for me to keep hold of smile.